Thursday, November 29, 2007
~ Rest In Peace Sister Nor... ~
11:19:00 pm
Life is short... So short...
All fond memories we will keep deep in our hearts...
We will all miss you Sister Norinah... Your nags, your advices, your motherly figure, we will all miss...
May your soul rest in peace... Amin...
Labels: The Loss
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
~ Bad PMS = Bad Menstruation ~
12:24:00 am
~ Strictly for Ladies only... Well, if you're a guy, no harm reading though... *Hah* ~
Now, I noticed the link...
Bad PMS leads to bad menstruation... Or rather, bad menstruation cramps...
I had experienced a super bad PMS for the past week... So bad that I nearly lost that someone...
Well, let that be something personal and private between me and that someone... But honestly, I really regretted my actions and that is something that I will NOT do again... If I don't like it, I'll voice it out...
Anyway, yes, I was having a very bad menstruation cramp today at work... But I still managed to persist without taking in any painkillers... Yeah, my distraction which is work... Lots of walking up and down...
Oh well...
Labels: At Random
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Sunday, November 25, 2007
~ Headache... ~
10:48:00 pm
I'm having a headache now...
Maybe I've been thinking too much... Or maybe I haven't eaten since morning, and the hunger is just getting up to my brain...
All these days of leave... I don't like it... It's nothing but a waste...
I don't know... But I think my life is in a mess... And I need to get things back straight again... Yes, I need to do so...
Labels: At Random
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Friday, November 23, 2007
~ Highly Recommended Book ~
9:08:00 pm
Excerpt's from Mitch Albom's
For One More Day...
She touched the bark again, then made a small hmm sound. She seemed to be considering everything that happened since the afternoon I came into the world. I wondered how that sound would change if she knew the whole story.
"So," she said, moving away, "now you know how badly someone wanted you, Charley. Children forget that sometimes. They think themselves as a burden instead of a wish granted."
She straightened and smoothed her coat. I wanted to cry. A wish granted? How long had it been since anyone referred to me as anything close to that? I should have been grateful. I should have been ashamed of how I'd turned my back on my life. Instead, I wanted a drink. I craved the darkness of a bar, the low-wattage bulbs, the taste of that numbing alcohol as I watched the glass empty, knowing the sooner it got in me, the sooner it would take me away.
That paragraph that I had placed in blue, it made me cry... Honestly, it did...
This is the second Mitch Albom book that I've read... And I truly enjoy and respect his writings...
A very highly recommended book...
Labels: Reviews
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Thursday, November 22, 2007
~ On Leave ~
1:18:00 am
Well, I'm currently on leave... A very impromptu leave... I was actually asked by my Nursing Officer to clear them... Although I didn't want to take my leave now, I was left with no choice since all the December slots are full and I still had 12 days of leave to clear...
And I guess it is a very bad timing now since pay day will only be on this Sunday, which means that I am super broke now... Well, I guess I have to stick my butt at home more often then... *Hee*...
Anyway, I was back to work today cuz they were down in staff... And let me just summarize my day here...
SUPER DUPER BUSY!!! Most of my patients were getting ill, one by one... And I was the only Staff Nurse assigned to that team... I mean, how can that be when everyone knows that the team is the most busiest with the most patient care... *Sigh*...
Oh well... What can I do about it? I'm just a 'new' staff in this ward... I'm worried that if I voice out my concerns, people will look at me in a different way... It's difficult, isn't it...
Well, work aside...
It's been only 4 days since I last saw him... And I miss him already... *Sigh*... Especially after reading through all the messages that he had sent to me from the time we got into contact with each other again...
And we both realised that those messages have been getting lesser and lesser, day by day due to our work commitments and my study schedule... Things may even be worse in time to come but this will be a challenge to us, to the relationship... And of course, I will only hope for the best... And we WILL make it work... =)
Labels: Work
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Saturday, November 17, 2007
~ Wedding of Choon Seng & Xiufen ~
11:50:00 pm
All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more everyday
You saved my heart
From being broken apart
You gave your love away
And I'm thankful everyday
For the gift...
This was the very song that she shared with me during our polytechnic days... And it instantly got me hooked till this very day... Well, it's such a sweet and romantic song, so how can I not like it especially since I'm a sucker for ballad songs... *Hee*...
Anyway, being one who used to work in banquets, she sure has heard lots of love songs often played during weddings... And this song was one of it... But little did I expect, hearing it played on her very own wedding...
And here I was this morning...
Us with the bride...
Yup, Ms Lee Xiufen is now married... Actually, she should be addressed as Mrs Chong now... And I still can't believe that she's married... *Haha*... I'm still reeling in 'shock', you see... *Hehe*...
Well actually, given her kind of character, none of us had expected her to get married so soon... But nonetheless, she has found her happiness and I'm glad that all of us got to share such an important milestone in her life and a joyous occasion with her...
Cake cutting ceremony...
Congratulations Mr & Mrs Chong!! May you be blessed with a lifetime of happiness and may your marriage last for eternity...
Labels: Weddings
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Friday, November 16, 2007
~ Short Update ~
9:38:00 pm
Honestly, there's so much things for me to blog about... But I simply don't have the mood to do so...
So, I shall keep this entry as short and sweet as possible...
Finally, someone's getting married tomorrow... And I really can't wait to see her in her wedding gown, looking all sweet and pretty as a bride... Somehow, I can feel the excitement from her wedding... Well, probably because, she's the last person whom I thought wouldn't get married so soon... *Hehe*...
On the other hand, a sad news shook us all, about a week ago... The death of an acquaintance cum ex-lecture mate came to us like a tidal wave, which caught us unaware...
This reminds us that death doesn't not only happen to those who are old... It can happen to anyone and everyone, when the time comes...
Life is fragile... So, cherish those who are close to your heart... Let them know that you love them and how much you care about them, before you run out of your chance to do so...
Life, marriage and death lies in the hands of God...
Labels: The Loss, Weddings
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
~ Speechless ~
12:51:00 pm
*Sigh*... I'm just speechless...
I'm jealous, not because I want to be... But because I'm afraid of losing
you...
Being jealous, I don't like the feeling of it... No one does... But it's a spontaneous reaction that everyone gets time and time again over various reasons...
I am jealous, over seeing those testimonials... But if I were to question him, he would say that I don't trust him... But if I were to be quiet, I'm just suffering deep down inside... So, am I in the wrong to be feeling this way??
I don't know... I just feel like shutting my world away...
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Monday, November 05, 2007
~ Missing My Old Ward ~
12:03:00 am
FINALLY!! After 4 consecutive days of PM shifts and staying up late all the way till 2am, just to complete my assignment, I'm finally done with it!! And it's due tomorrow!! *Hah*... I'm such a last minute person...
Anyway, my conclusion after a week of being in the new ward...
I JUST MISS MY OLD WARD!!!
Well, at least, it's much more systematic there and colleagues respect each another... Even when they're not happy with one another, they don't show it in front of others, for it's not a good thing for the rest of them... *Sigh*... It's a really dog-eat-dog world here in the new place...
Well, it wouldn't be a long term plan, anyway... Once I'm done with my degree, I'm out of there... Most likely, try to apply for an advanced diploma... Or, well, just get out of that place for 'greener pastures'... For that, I've not fully decided yet...
On another note, Xiufen's wedding on the 17th... *Haha*... I can't believe she's getting married... She caught all of us by surprise... I can't wait to see her as a bride...
And yes, I miss him
super duper much!!
Labels: Work
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
